| I was looking through all my old posts, from clear back in December, 2004. It was so funny to see how much has changed since I started this thing. Some bad, some good, but I can say that I've come through this time in America learning a lot and gaining some experience that I wouldn't change for the world. Don't get me wrong, I wish that some of it didn't happen, but I know that if it didn't happen, I wouldn't know what I know and realise what I realise. I guess it's truly true that God does work everything together for good for those who love Him. Bad things may happen, but a good lesson and good realisations come out of it at the end, and after a while, you wouldn't want to change those things for the world because of how much they taught you. Maybe it's just me, but that's what I got out of reading all that old stuff.....
I must say, I love every single person that has been in my life. If you've had a good influence, not so good influence, or if you've taught me a lot, I'm truly grateful to everyone of you because I wouldn't know what I know about people now and how some people react to different things. It's weird looking back on the last 3 years and knowing I'm leaving and not coming back for a long time to see who has been a huge deal in my life, and it's not who I would have thought....it's the ones that I didn't really have that much to do with, those that I didn't really have much to say to, or they didn't really have much to say to me that I remember foremost in my mind right now. It's weird like that........
Anywho. This post has been too long already, so I'll quit reminiscing(sp?) and go. I would like some comments though, if anyone still does xanga. Much appreciated....... |
